But again…


It’s like once you’ve been hurt, you’re so scared to get attached again.

Like you have this fear that every person you start to like is going to break your heart.


I trust him. I gave him my heart. Every little pieces was ever been broken.

And believe, no matter how, he could fix it.

I do believe.

But again,

Sometimes you just need to trust your mind. At least, they would never leave you broken.

Dark cloud within red eyes

Ever been there

Love that it comes in such a way

Like a fantasy

So beautiful

But, beautiful never last

Nothing last forever or too long

See the dark cloud with her red eyes who has crying a lot

Gaping wound in every inch of her body

And wish time could heal the pain

Love is…

Love is when you’re having the worst day

But when you look at them all the pain goes away

No need everything

I wish that I had never know you.

Then there would be no need to impress you.

No need to want you. No need for loving you.

No need for crying over you. No need for heartbreaks.

No need for pain or tears. No need for forgotten promises.

No need for crying myself to sleep. No need for acting like you care.

No need, for everything you’ve done to make me feel like absolutely nothing.

Even times can’t


In the end, this pain become too much real

And there’s thing time cannot erase

No pain anymore

Forgive me God, because i always preconceive about her

Forgive me God, to let our good memories erased by lies and anger

I did not mean to go on like this

I just try to be no possibility of getting hurt again

Enjoy the pain

We not live forever

Sometimes we need to enjoy the pain

Then… When we are happy it will last longer

waiting for you