Senandung hujan

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Rindu.
Bagaimana rasanya hujan sepeninggalanku malam itu.
Adakah ia tetap terasa manis di bibirmu.
Ataukah langkahku menyeret pergi gula dari kopi hitam kesukaanmu.
Masihkah kau tersenyum mengingat senyuman di bibirku kala hujan jatuh serentak bersenandung.
Ataukah, justru kini benci meretas tiap bunyi hujan mengaduh di atap rumah.

I miss a lot of things

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I drink a lot of coffee lately. Guess i try too hard to remember your smell that resemble from a cup of a black coffe. And surprise how much a cup of coffee brings a lot of you. I remember your laugh, your smile, your eyes, your lips, your voice, your hands, your hair, your chest, your belly, and still remember how you used to taste. I miss having a conversation with you, fight for the silly things, and made up with one kisses. I miss having a night walking with my hand in your hand, and my shoulders againts yours, i miss the “sepanjang jalan kenangan” lyrics you onced sang after we spend some time at café. I miss the way you kiss my upper head everytime i pretend to fall asleep anywhere i could. I miss the way you call me with a nickname you gave. Anyway, i miss a lot of things. Mostly your existence. Wish you well sweetheart, wherever you are, whenever you’ve been. Love you with all my heart 💕

Memories

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Best thing about memories… is making them.

-Senja di Malino, 30 july 2014-

My deserted nights

Is there any memories of you that I could keep forever?

So even if we apart one day

You still be able to accompany my deserted nights

No need everything

I wish that I had never know you.

Then there would be no need to impress you.

No need to want you. No need for loving you.

No need for crying over you. No need for heartbreaks.

No need for pain or tears. No need for forgotten promises.

No need for crying myself to sleep. No need for acting like you care.

No need, for everything you’ve done to make me feel like absolutely nothing.

Don’t stop the rain

Aku mendengar suara pertama air hujan dan seketika kenangan itu menyerbuku

Namun perlahan, suaranya menghilang

Dan aku tahu hujan telah berhenti

Saat membuka mata, tanpa sadar aku menangis

Kuharap hujan segera kembali

Membasahi jiwaku yang kering kerontang setelah kehilangan dirimu

Kuharap hujan segera kembali

Karena aku belum cukup merindukanmu

Hujan… maukah kau kembali?

Although there is a bad memory, I don’t want to erase it

Because I don’t want to lose you, person I only had in the past