Menangisi diri malam ini

Aku tak lagi ingin merasa sedih.

Walau ia menginginkan semua yang kumiliki.

Walau dirinya merebut semua yang kusayangi.

Aku tak ingin cemburu dan membuka celah dihatiku untuk disakiti lagi.

Biarkan aku diam. Dan bungkam.

Mungkin aku akan kembali menangisi diriku malam ini.

Tapi esok aku akan baik-baik saja.

 

 

 

Ya Allah…

Ini termasuk cobaan kan?

Aku diberi cobaan karena Kau masih mencintaiku, kan?

Bukankah cobaan-cobaan terberat hanya diberikan kepada hamba yang Kau cintai?

Aku tak ingin memintaMu untuk meringankan cobaan ini, Ya Allah…

Tolong kuatkan diriku untuk bisa melewatinya…

you afraid to lose

I wish I was a girl you were afraid to lose

Where are you now?

That day, we were in love

Too deep in love

We like each other. We laugh together

We shared our pain. We shared our tears. We shared our days and night

I used to make you laugh just by smiling

You would hurt too when you saw my tears

We were in love, didn’t we?

But where are you now?

Where were you when my tears keep falling down

Where were you when i can’t stop calling your name?

Are you forgot me already?

Don’t you miss me anymore?

Won’t you comeback to me?

Am I have been totally erased from your memory?

sadness within the eyes

the next time someone smile

look carefully…

cos sometimes if you look hard enough

you could see sadness within their eyes

Distance

We have to make the distance

So no one will get hurt anymore

Never

I want you to know, but you never know.

I’m tired of trying. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired with you!