I miss a lot of things


I drink a lot of coffee lately. Guess i try too hard to remember your smell that resemble from a cup of a black coffe. And surprise how much a cup of coffee brings a lot of you. I remember your laugh, your smile, your eyes, your lips, your voice, your hands, your hair, your chest, your belly, and still remember how you used to taste. I miss having a conversation with you, fight for the silly things, and made up with one kisses. I miss having a night walking with my hand in your hand, and my shoulders againts yours, i miss the “sepanjang jalan kenangan” lyrics you onced sang after we spend some time at café. I miss the way you kiss my upper head everytime i pretend to fall asleep anywhere i could. I miss the way you call me with a nickname you gave. Anyway, i miss a lot of things. Mostly your existence. Wish you well sweetheart, wherever you are, whenever you’ve been. Love you with all my heart 💕

Doesn’t mean he don’t love you

Just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them

Doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have

Too afraid

I’m afraid to give you my all

I’m afraid to love you completely

Because maybe you just try to play me before you drop me

I will fall so far and never be able to recover again

I wish I could see the ending sometimes.

So I would know if I should hold on to you and keep going or just let it all end before I get up too high.