Harder part of waiting

It’s hard to wait around for something you know might never happen

But it’s even harder to give up when it’s everything you want

Too afraid

I’m afraid to give you my all

I’m afraid to love you completely

Because maybe you just try to play me before you drop me

I will fall so far and never be able to recover again

I wish I could see the ending sometimes.

So I would know if I should hold on to you and keep going or just let it all end before I get up too high.